She told The Sun: ‘At the start it
was thrilling to grasp that somebody as famous and as admired as Ryan
desired to be in bed with me.

‘But by the tip it became so seedy.’

Natasha
first met Giggs in a Manchester nightclub in March 2003 but started
dating brother Rhodri two months later and married him last year.

But
she carried on seeing his 38-year-old brother and only decided to
expose their illicit affair when she discovered Giggs were cheating
on her with Big Brother contestant Imogen Thomas.

And in place of breaking the scoop to
Rhodri herself, Natasha decided to disclose all to a Sunday newspaper and
fly off on holiday along with her two children a choice she now says is
‘unforgivable’.

Natasha explained: ‘I was this kind of coward.
But i could not bear to inform Rhodri in person since it would have
killed me to witness the terrible pain I caused him.’

It was left to her mother
to knock at the couple’s house the morning the inside track broke with a duplicate of
the paper, which was strewn with intimate details of her affair.

And Rhodri made his feelings clear to his
wife, by serving her with divorce papers weeks in a while their first
wedding anniversary.

Although the pair have met up since they
are still separated but Natasha, who has agreed to go into the fame
Big Brother house next month, is set to win her husband back.

Betrayal: Natasha Giggs has revealed she wants husband Rhodri back

Married man: Ryan Giggs arrives along with his wife of eight years, Stacey for Manchester United 2011 Player of the Year award at Old Trafford, shortly before details of his lurid affairs were revealed

She said: ‘There will be not more lies, not more sneaking around. I’m just targeting the long run. i am hoping by our second wedding anniversary comes Rhodri could be back home with the kids and me.’

And Natasha said she hopes time can heal
the pain, as Giggs wife Stacey has learnt to forgive her husband and
both have presented a united front in public because the news broke.

Gagged: Big Brother star Imogen Thomas was slapped with a perfect-injuction by Ryan Giggs as he tried to hush up their affair

Happier times: Rhodri Giggs was devastated to determine his
brother Ryan and wife Natasha were having an affair for eight years

At the time the scoop broke a chum of Rhodri said: ‘Rhodri is actually, really chop up concerning the whole thing. Seeing these dreadful allegations by a lady he thought he loved splashed over several pages of a Sunday tabloid isn’t helping presently and he’s feeling very, very raw.

‘He is unable to move out and show his face in public and he feels he’s being compelled to live the lifetime of a hermit while his wife splurges details of this sordid matter everywhere. He’s the victim.’

Close bond: Ryan Giggs together with his brother Rhodri (left) growing up

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The drama began when Rooney took part in a game of Charades on the players team, along with Ryan Giggs and Jonny Evans, going head-to-head with the coaching staff during the battle of the minds that was filmed at Old Trafford.

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Causing trouble: Wayne Rooney angered Sir Alex Ferguson with his clues to Bend It Like Beckham during Charades at the Manchester United Christmas quiz

Tasked with giving clues to Giggs and Evans to guess the film title Bend It Like Beckham, Rooney initially struggled.

But when pushed by host Clare Balding, he swept
back some imaginary golden locks before pointing to Ferguson, pretending
to kick a boot and then holding his eye.

Leaving his team-mates slightly baffled, Rooney – struggling to stop laughing – then repeated the combination.

Controversial: Rooney illustrated the film by referring to the incident where Ferguson accidentally kicked a boot at David Beckham and hit him in the eye

‘That’ll cost you!’ Ferguson appeared unamused with Rooney’s charade

Balding
burst into laughter, before Giggs waded in with the answer and Fergie -
realising he was the victim of the gag – delivered his famous icy stare
with the words: ‘That’ll cost you!’

The clip is fast becoming a hit on YouTube after originally being aired on MUTV over the weekend.

Ferguson, who teamed up with
assistant head physio Neil Hough and club doctor Steve McNally, had
mocked Rooney in the build-up to the quiz after learning he would be
part of the opposition.

What’s that meant to be? It took a while for Jonny Evans and Ryan Giggs to realise what Rooney was acting out

Injured: Beckham sporting a plaster on the cut after the incident in 2003

He
said: ‘We’ve got a club quiz in early December and Ryan Giggs is
frantically trying to recruit the two brightest brains in the squad — Dr
Steve McNally and assistant head physio Neil Hough — to go up against
me. We did one on MUTV last year against Giggsy, Gary Neville and Michael Carrick. They were hopeless!

‘This year Giggs has roped Jonny Evans and Wayne Rooney into it. Can you believe that? Come on, we want some competition! To be fair, Jonny Evans is a bright lad. He got something like 10 GCSEs, so we’ll have to keep an eye on him.’

Balding,
who appeared to have a great time anchoring the show, later tweeted a
link to the clip: ‘Wayne Rooney told me he had never played Charades.

‘And there was me thinking that Fergie throwing the boot at Beckham was the thing “never to be mentioned”.

‘For
the record, @WayneRooney was the star of the players’ team. Very quick,
very funny & along with Evans & Giggs, unbeatable.’

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